every of us is an actor,today maybe i am a nice guy but yesterday i was so bad.today i am a winner ,next day i'm a loser .we can't stop changing roles even when we don't know.if it is what i call life i would rather die but i am such a hypocrite,what i am doing isn't the same as what i said, the evidence is i still here and write something now.
yesterday i was a stupid then to a dreamer,i led my friends took a totally wrong bus,but i thought different,i imagined it as a dead train(i wanna call it 99train) ,once i take it can never come back.i imagined the sky turn black ,the driver turned to a skydiver,then to survivor,die into breakdown.i saw some different eyes,hear different voice,''tracy come back."i know it is time,goodbye 99 train,goodbye skydiver.
today i am a drugster(瘾君子），un-ecstatic , a drug addict locked in the attic,strung out and spellbound,i fight all through the night but i made it alive.the fight is so hard,so hard,with my hair dishevelled ,leaving my healing hurt with a new scar though i gonna survive. i am still a loser ,however,i wasted too much.finally i give in ,i can just waiting for next day,what my role is.